Sunday, April 25, 2010

Baby sitter


So yesterday was my second time babysitting my great niece, Sophia. She is a super easy baby and rarely cries. So I just spend the whole time holding her and talking to her and walking around doing little things around the house. Yesterday I took her on my Saturday errands with me, and it went really well, only I got a sore bicep on the right from carrying her around for 2 hours straight!

The first time I watched her we had a couple of little photo shoots. Isn't she just adorable!!

Happy Sunday! Love, Nancy

Thursday, April 22, 2010

April Stuff


1. The eggs are incubating. They have been in for 11 or so days. At day 8 I tried to candle them, but couldn't really see anything. I was super worried and freaking out that they had been refrigerated since when I got them they were so cold. I looked all over the internet and got conflicting stories about the viability of eggs that had gotten been refrigerated.... Turns out they had just been in the barn. So, I am feeling better. Hoping for 8 fluffy little chicks in a week and a half!!

2. Just about done with parent-teacher conferences. I have one more to go tomorrow afternoon. Overall they went really well. I am really happy with how much this class has learned. They are much higher academically than any class I have had in the past. It's been fun to watch how fast they learn!

3. Was on a consistently good workout regimen for about 2 months or so. This week has been a bust.... No exercise since Sunday. I can feel the lethargy setting in.

4. Off to watch the Season Finale of Project Runway. Hope it's worth an 11:00 bedtime!

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

just chillin


So I refused to go for a walk or to do any exercise today. I came home, made dinner, then prompty poured myself a glass of wine and sat out on the patio reading Anna Karenina. (Boy, that book is taking forever to read) I read a few chapters (they are exceedingly short) but was frequently disturbed by my psycho, but lovable nonetheless, dog who was barking non stop in the corner. I had to keep catching him and tossing him back into the house. The boys kept letting him out because he was whining... you see he hates to be separated from me. It has been a really long time since I had red wine, and after the first sip it has tasted delectable... could be dangerous for a Tuesday night. Wish me luck! I have to stay sober enough to watch LOST at 8:00 and then again at 9:00. LOST is the best part of my week!

Cheers! Nancy

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Sunday

A list of goodness from my Sunday:

1. Thought I bought a turkey breast, but it turned out it was a whole turkey so the house is smelling great while it roasts.
2. Spent time reading up on Waldorf methods since the job I am applying for is in a Waldorf inspired public charter school.
3. Printed out my Cover letter for aforementioned job and some work stuff I had been putting off.
4. Found my old resume, but haven't tackled it yet.
5. Thoroughly enjoyed church this morning.
6. Puttered around online and found lots of stuff for our new "Jobs People Do" unit... I need good stuff, open house is coming up!
7. Had a delicious salami sandwich with that fabulous peppered salami.

How is your Sunday going?

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Sunshine

We have had sunshine here for days on end. It is so wonderful to wake up to sun shining through the window. I am so thankful... will possibly sit outside today and read while I bask in the warmth.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Excited!

Last night while fiddling around online I actually found a local teaching job to apply for. It was like a giant weight just lifted right off of me. I actually was smiling without forcing myself... I maybe even giggled just a tiny bit... Then tonight I scored over 500,000 on bejeweled blitz... my all-time highest score! Things are looking up!

How are all of you doing out there? Is there anyone still reading?

Love, Nancy

Monday, March 15, 2010

Stop worrying already!!


this is an invitation to an amazing future & I can guarantee it because most futures are & even if they aren't, there are better things to do than blaming me

Quote by Brian Andreas....

Notes to self: Focus on the present. Be thankful for what you have. Enjoy each day. Play more.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Cute boys....


This is Cody. He is 3 years old. He loves to talk and will chat about any and everything. He soaks up new words and sayings like a sponge. He knows all his letters, can read lots of environmental print by sight and can spell many things as well. He's also a great counter. He knows a lot about machines and equipment and used to have an obsession with fans. The first thing I did when he came to my house was to show him our ceiling fan and let him use the remote to turn it off and on.

This is Jackson. He is 3 years old as well. He chats a lot too, but is a bit quieter and harder to understand. His brother Cody often repeats what he says right afterwards (kinda like a translator). He knows many of his letters and likes to cuddle up with everyone. He is very affectionate. He gets really involved in whatever he is doing. Watching him eat a popsicle is like a religious experience. He pulls on his ear when he is tired. He resists sleep, but almost always loses.

I just adore these 2 boys. Spending time with them is such a pleasure for me. It helps that I really like their Mom and Dad... they are one of my favorite couples to hang out with. I just wish we lived closer together so I could see them more often and maybe even babysit!

Friday, March 05, 2010

It's Friday!

So I'm hanging out at the computer drinking a yummy hot cocoa with a generous dose of Peppermint Schnapps in it (It is only 30 proof). I am looking forward to a great visit with Michelle and Jim and the boys and Danette and hopefully Keith as well. It's such a blessing to spend time with friends.

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Chest Cold

So today I woke up with a raging chest cold... but thanks to Dayquil, I survived the day pretty well.... although my cheeks were not as soft and my voice was not as gentle as usual. By the time I got home from work, I was aching in every cell of my body... my eyebrows were even actually aching! But I took an hour nap then went to Rite Aid to buy Ibuprofen and now I am feeling better again... I am looking forward to Nyquil to get me through the night.
Sorry about the poor-pitiful-me post yesterday... it was either a pre-sickness blah thing or the honest to God truth sprouting out in a moment of weakness... I still haven't figured out which and don't have the energy to worry about it.
Hope things are well with you and Happy Wednesday.

Love, Nancy

Tuesday, March 02, 2010

Books....

Right now I am reading Must Love Dogs. It is funny because I didn't really like the movie too much, so I am not sure how the book ended up on my to-read list over at goodreads, but somehow it did, and so I am reading it... If only for the pleasure of crossing it off my list. (I get A LOT of pleasure from crossing things off of lists.)I am enjoying the book pretty well. The main character, Sarah, is divorced and is just plugging along in life, not taking any chances. She wants to date, fall in love, spend time with people, HAVE A REAL LIFE... she even knows she wants these things... and she knows how to go about getting them... she just doesn't have the courage to take the first steps. Each time she goes to make a change, she puts it off. She chickens out at the last moment.
I am so like Sarah in my life right now. I feel like my soul has shrunk down to this tiny little ember, and although it is still smouldering, there is very little warmth being felt. I want to spend more meaningful time with my kids. I want to plan family outings. I want to see my family more. I want to talk to people. I want to connect, to make friends, to keep friends. But when it comes right down to it, I never take the necessary steps to do these things. I stick with my same old routine. I spend my weekends doing chores, shopping, working out. I rarely call anyone. I don't invite people over. I have lost my courage.

Monday, March 01, 2010

Almost


It seems like just yesterday that he was this.. with his curly blond hair just coming in and the gorgeous blue eyes shocking me every time I saw them (I had always swore that Mark and I would never have a blue eyed child). His voice chimed and tinkled like the sweetest of bells. He was curious and funny. He ran to me with his arms held high begging to be picked up, to be held in my arms. He wanted to spend every moment of every day with me. He came to me with every accomplishment. He came to me with every sorrow.


Now, he has become this in just the blink of an eye... His hair has darkened to a sandy brown. His eyes are still gorgeous, but it's hard to see them under all the hair and the masculine eyebrows. His voice is deep and resonant. He is still curious about some things and his amazing wit always catches me off guard. He is perceptive. He is compassionate. He is so tall now, my head reaches to about his shoulder. I am lucky if I get a hug once per month. He spends almost every minute of his day in his room. He plays video games and guitar and talks to his girlfriend on the phone. Occasionally he tells me a detail or two about his day. If I ask too many times or push too much I am accused of nagging. I am really proud of the almost man he has become.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Taking a Break

Obviously from my lack of blogging, I have been taking a break. But, I have conciously made a decision to not blog for a while and focus my energies elsewhere. See you in March!

Saturday, January 16, 2010

A long weekend

I am in desperate need of a long weekend, and thank God (and Martin Luther King Jr.), here it is. I have big plans for the weekend... a to do list clicking around in my brain. But, so far I haven't accomplished much. I went grocery shopping. I watched the last 1/2 of the Saints game. After all, they are my favorite football team, and I haven't watched them play a single game all season. You can see I am a somewhat flaky fan. I read last week's church bulletin in my email from my friend Karen. I made a very colorful and pretty dinner. I walked with my sister. Oh, and I took Kyla to the hardware store to buy the paint for her room... so now after much hard work by her and Alyssa we have a lavendar room in our house. I wonder where they will sleep tonight? And, most importantly, dinked around on Facebook for a while and them played some Bejeweled Blitz. I scored 5 games over 150,000 (which is my current goal). The last one was close to 400,000. It's been a good day. The list can wait for tomorrow.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Happy Birthday, Sis


So today is my little sister's birthday! This is a picture of her with our Granny take a couple of months ago. Doesn't she look great? Even though I had too much fun at my brother-in-law's post earthquake party last night (He has a generator and a wine cellar)... I dragged my sorry butt out of bed and went walking with her at 9:30. That's how much I love her... now off to take my second nap of the day so I have the energy to make dinner.

Friday, January 01, 2010

For a new Year...

I try not to do any resolutions on the New Year, as they inevitable fall flat by February. But, for the last few years I have been choosing a "word" to inspire me throughout the year.... I got the idea from Ali Edwards... her blog is on my sidebar if you want more info.

This year I haven't felt super inspired to choose a word... actually, I haven't felt super inspired about much of anything. But, I went over to Inspiration Peak (which is a really good quote sight) and poked around for a little while anyway because it sounded better than putting away more of my Christmas decorations... and I have an announcement:

My word for 2010 is PLAY.

Here are some quotes I found thought provoking:

No one imagines that a symphony
is supposed to improve in quality
as it goes along,
or that the whole object
of playing it is to reach the finale.
The point of music is discovered
in every moment of playing
and listening to it.
It is the same, I feel,
with the greater part of our lives,
and if we are unduly absorbed
in improving them -
we may forget altogether
to live them.
Alan Watts


Be aware of wonder. Live a balanced life--learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.
Robert Fulghum



And forget not that the earth delights to feel your bare
feet and the winds long to play with your hair.
Kahlil Gibran



Be glad of life, because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars.
Henry Van Dyke



The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.

Attitude, to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.

It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company ...a church ...a home.

The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past ...we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.

We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude ...I am convinced that life is 10 percent what happens to me and 90 percent how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.
Charles Swindoll



Play in the forest, play in the desert, the ocean and the mountains, play wherever you can find an open piece of land to play on, but do it lightly. Drink in the sun, the air and the water and when you leave remember you would like your children to be able to do the same and that they too will want the same for their children.
Author Unknown


You can understand and relate to most people better if you look at them - no matter how old or impressive they may be - as if they are children. For most of us never really grow up or mature all that much - we simply grow taller. O, to be sure, we laugh less and play less and wear uncomfortable disguises like adults, but beneath the costume is the child we always are, whose needs are simple, whose daily life is still best described by fairy tales.
Leo Rosten



Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light not our darkness that frightens us.

We ask ourselves 'who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? Your are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

For tomorrow


These are my plans for the last day of 2009:
1. Get ready to have company over for dinner including Mark's brother and his family who we hardly ever get to see because they live in LA.
2. Go to the library and pay my late fees and get 3 new books.
3. Work out.
4. Call my Michelle because the Christmas Card I sent to her was returned in the mail today.
5. Finish reading Fever:1793 which has been a great relief to read after trudging my way through A Tale of Two Cities (which I liked after I was finished with it).
6. Cuddle my puppy and hug my kids and kiss my husband.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Sophia


On Christmas Eve I had the pleasure of meeting my sweet new great niece, Sophia. She is just a couple of weeks old and as cute as a button. She is so tiny most of her clothes don't fit her yet. She sleeps all day and keeps her parents up all night. She is a joy to hold... all stretches and yawns and oh so cuddly. What a perfect gift! And I even might get to babysit her someday!

Saturday, December 26, 2009

After

After all the anticipation of Christmas, it is nice to revel in the total relaxation that comes with having everything complete. I slept especially well last night, but woke up to some very bad news from the bathroom scale. So now my stress level is climbing again at the thought of all the steps that will need to be taken to reverse the effects of Cinnamon rolls for breakfast on Christmas morning and pie and merry berry bars and the delicious homemade caramel given to me as a gift from one of my sweet students. Overall, I thought I had a good week with over an hour of exercise every day... the elliptical and weight lifting and walking the dog. But all of my efforts have been in vain and the real work is ahead. You see, I went off of a prescription that helps keep your weight down but has other side effects I could not live with. And, I am at that magical age where (as all my older friends keep informing me) my body and metabolism are just changing. I can wish for liposuction and tummy tucks all the live long day, but I know that's not going to happen. So, I need to make a change in my eating and moving habits. It needs to be a permanent change. And, I need to take it one day at a time or I will get overwhelmed. So here I am on day one... Only 1/2 a bagel for breakfast along with a glass of milk and an orange. And now, I am off to work out. Maybe that crazy Billy Blanks will do the trick for today.

Happy Christmas to you!